melalui hari-hari

masuk hari ni dah 5 bulan ada kat rumah. starting from bulan 4 sampai bulan 9. approximately lah. macam-macam hal berlaku. tapi best la sebab dah lama tak duduk rumah lama-lama. dah belajar masak makanan berat-berat. tak delah lunch asyik ayam kicap, tomyam, ikan tumis, ayam masak merah, je. adalah juga skill santan menyantan dengan gulai serta asam pedas sekarang ni. kalau tak banyak pun, sikit tu ada.

rindunya nak start belajar balik. jumpa kawan-kawan. thru out this holiday, ada juga terfikir. macam mana nak survive belajar nanti. boleh ke maintain macam sem-sem yang lepas. argh. boringgg. tadi my fren called. and we're like reminiscing those old days (5 months back je pon) and suddenly she tell me this.

"fiza, kite nampak kan.. orang suka sangat amik kesempatan kat fiza.. maca dorang cari fiza ni time study je.. bila time lain, dorang wat fiza ni macam tak wujud"

and i was like, terdiam. then i asked her

"how do you see me personally? am i that easy?"

"ye. kita tengok fiza ni lemah selemah-lemahnya. senangggg sangat orang nak pijak fiza."

i burst out my laugh. thats the way people perceive me. maybe other people might have their view other way round. depends. but i personally, will act differently to people based on their behaviour towards me.

if you are loud and easy, i will be loud too

if you are annoying, yes, i will be annoying too. and cynic at times

and if you're fun to be with, i will love you.

thats the rule.